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Muna 2007, ndaive nemakore ane hutano hwakanaka uye anoshanda 44. Ndakamhanya kaviri pavhiki, ndakasimudza zvigadziko 2-3 nguva pavhiki, uye ndakadha basketball mukana wose waiva nawo. Musi waOctober 5, 2007, ndakabuda kunze kwechitendero courthouse kumotokari yangu. Nenguva isipi, ndakanzwa kurwadziwa kunotyisa kunenge kwakadzika pamutsipa wangu, zvichikonzerwa ne-aortic dissection. Maminitsi mashomanana, EMTs yakanga ichindimbundira kune gurney uye ichindiisa mumagariro ekumira.

Iyo aorta ndiyo yerita yakawanda mumuviri uye inomhanya kubva pamwoyo kusvika pamakumbo, ichiunza ropa kumusoro, maoko, makumbo uye yese nhengo dzinokosha dzemuviri. Iyo yakasungirirwa nemhete miviri yakanyanyisa, iyo inoshandiswa neropa. Kuparadzana ndiko kubvarura mukati memhete yomukati. Ropa rinoyerera pakati pezvindori zveganda, zvichikonzera kuputika uye kudzvinyirira kusvikira aorta ichiputsa uye munhu anenge achida kufa. Ichi chiitiko chinoitika munenge ma 3 kunze kwevanhu 100,000. Avo vanopinda mukuvhiya mukati meawa vane 20% mukana wekupona. Chero zvakasara, uye kupona hazvibviri kuitika. Ndakanga ndiri muimba yepamhanho muWessville, nemudzimai wangu, mufudzi wangu uye mudzimai wangu mufundisi wangu achindinyengeterera ini, nokuti anenge 3 ½ maawa asati T CT scan yaitwa uye yakaratidza aortic dissection. Ndakabva ndatorwa ne helicopter kuStrong Memorial Hospital muRochester, uko kwemaawa mashoma kwe4 mushure mekutsauka, ndakawana chirongwa cheawa 7. Ichi chaiva chekutanga chezvishamiso zvizhinji.

Mune chirongwa ichocho chokutanga, anenge 8 masentimita masendimita ehangu aorta akabviswa uye akatsiviwa nechirongwa chekugadzira. Maawa maawa mashomanana mushure mokusiya imba yekushanda, mumwe mudziyo weropa uri muchipfuva changu wakaputsika uye ndaifanira kudzokera kuvhiya uye ndaputika chifuva changu kuti ropa rangu rigadzirwe ndisati ndafa.

Mwedzi mumwe chete gare gare, uye 30 pounds kuwedzera, ndakaudzwa kuti nditange kufamba kuti ndiwanezve simba. Ndakafamba makiromita makumi maviri mumaminitsi e45. Pashure pokuzorora, ndakasimuka uye pakarepo ndakabuda. Ndakadzoserwa zvakare kuchipatara. Zuva rakatevera, vanachiremba vakaona kuti ndakanga ndine chirwere chemoyo, kana mwoyo kusakundikana. Cardiomyopathy uye kuparadzaniswa kweaortic hazvizivikanwi kuti zvine chokuita uye hazvina kumbogadziriswa kana zviri mandiri. Kunyange zvazvo, mune imwe nyaya pamusoro pangu munaDisemba 23, 2009 Journal yeAmerican Heart Association, vanachiremba vatanhatu vakarondedzera tsvakurudzo yavo uye nyanzvi yokuti izvo zviitiko zviviri zvakabatana uye zvinokonzerwa nechirwere chisingawanzi chinonzi genetic disorder ine.

Nokuti mamiriro angu akanga asina kujairika, vanachiremba muRochester havana kukwanisa kutsanangura. Ndakanga ndichinzwa zviri nani uye ndakagutsikana ne "hatizombozivi kuti chii chakaita kuti" kupindura kwechiremba wangu muRochester. Asi shamwari yakaramba ichitsindira kuti ndinoenda kuCleveland Clinic, iyo yave yakarongedzwa nhamba yechipatara chekuchengetedza mwoyo yeC1 munyika iyo kwemakore anopfuura 20. Ndakaita, nekushamisika. Iko, kuongorora mazita ekuberekwa kwakaratidza kuti ini ndine chimiro chinowanikwa chisingawaniki chinonzi Loeys-Dietz Syndrome. Panguva iyoyo, vanhu vashoma kupfuura 500 vakanga vaongororwa vane chirwere ichi. Pakati peimwe dambudziko, inokonzera kupesana kweaorth, uye aneurysms mune aorta nemamwe mishonga. Ndakadzidzawo kuti ndakanga ndine aneurysms dzakawanda, ane simba, uye aorta yangu yakanga ichiwedzera paanotyisa. Ndaifanira kubviswa kuti aorta yangu yose ishandiswe uye yatsiviwa neine maitiro, Dacron tube. Panguva iyoyo, kwakanga kusina vanachiremba kuStong vakanga vambonzwa nezveizvi Loeys-Deitz Syndrome.

Musi waJune 25, 2008, ini ndakava danho rekutanga reiyo inonzi tambo yenyoka. Chiremba akandiudza kuti kurapwa kwaaizoita ndiko kunonyanya kunetsa chirwere che cardio-vascular chakaitwa kuCleveland Clinic. Paiva nechiitiko che20 chekuti ndaizofa, mukana wakareba kwazvo kuti ini ndaizove ndakaoma mitezo, uye chokwadi kuti maitiro angu aizoteerera. Nemhaka yokuti yakaoma uye yakareba, chirwere ichi chinoitwa mumatanho maviri, kazhinji miyezi ye3 iripo. Iyi nhanho yekutanga yakave neurongwa hweawa 10-awa apo kukwira kwangu aorta uye aortic arch zvakatsiviwa. Panguva iyoyo, ndaive nekurwadziwa kwakanyanya kubva kune zvinyorwa zvangu uye kazhinji ndaireva mubhedha ndichichema uye ndichidanidzira kuti Mwari atore hupenyu hwangu. Ndakanga ndichinyanya kunetseka pamusoro pekuita izvi. Chinhu chokupedzisira chandinoyeuka, sezvo aneshesia yakatora muimba yepamberi, yakanga ichivhara meso angu uye kuona chikomo chizere nezviuru zvevanhu vose vanonyengetera kuna Jesu nokuda kwekuchengetedzwa kwangu nekuporesa. Icho chaiva chipo chinoshamisa chinonyaradza kubva kuna Ishe.

Mushure mekuvhiyiwa uye kuporeswa, ndakadzokera kumusha, asi yakanga isina simba zvokuti mudzimai wangu aifanira kundisundira ndiri muwiricheya. Ndakagadzira pneumonia uye ndakatorwa ne helikopta kudzokera kuCleveland kwekugara kwevhiki. Mavhiki mashomanana mushure meizvi, uye zvino kusvika ku 145 mapaundi, ini zvakare ndakapinda mukamuri rinokurumidzira muWessville. Chiremba akandiudza kuti ndakanga ndisina kunaka uye zvose zvaaikwanisa kuita ndezvekuedza kuchengetedza ini ndiri mupenyu uye ndakasununguka kusvikira ndaizoenderera kuCleveland. Zvinosuruvarisa, nemhaka yegore rakare rakavhara uye dutu, handingakwanise kubhururuka kune imwe maawa 9. Ndakanga ndisingakwanisi kutumirwa mune ambulensi. Mudzimai wangu uye mufudzi vakange varipo zvakare vachinyengetera neni. Kunyatsopera maminitsi gumi nemashanu gare gare, chiremba akadzokera kumubhedha wangu ndokubva ati, "Handigoni kuzvitsanangura, asi ndakangoshevedzwa uye ndakaudzwa kuti mamiriro okunze akacheneswa uye jet iri munzira yayo kubva kuCleveland ikozvino kuzokutora zvichikwira. "Ichi ndicho chishamiso chinoshamisa chandakaona.

Pandakasvika kuCleveland, mwoyo wangu wakanga uri kushanda pa 10% yezvawakagona. Ndakataurirwa kuti ndaida kutengesa mwoyo. Musi waAugust 25, 2008, mumwe chiremba akauya kuzondiona uye akandiudza kuti pasina mwoyo wokukohwa, ndaingova nema 4-5 mazuva akasara kuti ndigare. Ndakagadzwa pamusoro pekunyorwa kwemashoko, asi kuwana moyo wakakodzera munguva pfupi yakadaro kwaisakanganisika, saka ndinofanira kutanga kugadzirira izvo, uye ndaifanira kuzivisa mhuri yangu. Ndakadana mudzimai wangu zuva iroro kuti ndimufarire gore rinofadza uye zuva rinofadza rokuzvarwa kumwanakomana wedu. Zvino, ndakamuudza nyaya yacho. Haana kuputsa. Pane kudaro, akaudza shamwari neshamwari dzedu sepamusoro uye akavakumbira kuti vandinyengeterere. Zvakare, zviuru zvehama, mhuri nekereke dzave ikozvino dzakandinamatira. Mazuva maviri gare gare, chiremba akandiudza izvo zvinoshamisa, paiva nemoyo wakakodzera wakawanikwa kwandiri. Zvisinei, yakanga yakanaka kune hepatitis B uye C. Asi, ndaifanira kutora mwoyo uyu, kana kuti ndaizofa. Apo mwoyo wakasvika kuCleveland nokuda kwekuvhiyiwa kwangu, yakaedzwa uye yakanga isina kunaka yehepatitis (chimwe chishamiso). Mazuva mana mushure mokugamuchira moyo, ndakakwanisa kufamba zvizere zvemakiromita 2, mumakiromita makumi maviri emakiromita.

Ndakasunungurwa kubva kuKliniki munaSeptember, asi ndaifanira kugara munzvimbo iyi kweimwe mwedzi kuti ndidzokere kuchipatara zuva roga roga kuti ndiongorore uye ndidzokezve. Imwe hama yandakanga ndisina kuona kubvira ini ndakanga ndava nemakore 6, ndakabhadharwa kuti ndigare nguva dzose pane imwe hotera mumugwagwa kubva kuchipatara.

Ndakadzokera kuCleveland munaNovember kuti ndiwane carotid / thoracic pedpass kuti ndigadzirise imwe dambudziko rekugadzirisa. Ndakanga ndiri kunze kwechipatara mumazuva matatu uye ndakakwanisa kuenda kurwendo rwedu rwegore negore rekutenda kuti ndione shamwari muDelaware uye kutenga musi weChishanu Chishanu pa4 am.

Zvadaro, musi waDecember 17, 2009, chikamu chechipiri chetsika yenjovu yakaitwa. Ichi chaiva chimwe chirongwa cheawa 10-kuraira kuti ndibatsire kupera kwangu kwose kweaorta uye mamwe mishonga. Nokuti sternum yangu yakanga yakatemwa nemana mana akapfuura, uye ndaive nemwoyo wakatemwa, chiremba wacho akapinda nomunharaunda yangu yeruboshwe. Mukuita kudaro, akachera nhengo dze 5 uye akabviswa zvachose. Mushure mekuvhiyiwa, muromo wangu wakanga wakavharwa ne-85. Kunyange zvakadaro, hapana chimwe chezvinetso izvo chiremba ainzi akandiudza pamusoro paJune chakaitika.

Musi weKrisimasi 2008, ndichiri muchipatara, ndakagadzirisa zvimwe zvinetso uye ndaigona kungopfurikidza nefomu ye oxygen mumhino dzangu. Ndakasuruvara zvikuru. Ndainzwa sokuti hapazovi nemagumo kune izvi. Musi waJanuary 5, 2009, zuva rakatevera zuva rangu rokuberekwa, rutivi rwangu rwakasvinudzwa zvakare. Mipira mbiri yeropa uye mvura yakasvibiswa yakabviswa uye 4 yeropa raiputika yakabviswa pachigadziko chemapapu angu kuruboshwe. Ini pakupedzisira ndakadzokera kumba musi waJanuary 12, 2009. Kuora mwoyo kwakaenderera mberi kwemwedzi ye2-3, Mwari asati atora izvozvo kubva kwandiri. Ndakanga ndiine mamwe mahofisi maviri ekupatisa mu2009, asi hapanazve kuvhiyiwa. Nenguva dzakawanda sokunge ndaigona kurara mumarwadzo muchipatara, ndakanzwa Mweya Mutsvene uchindinyaradza nokundiputira uye nokundibata mumaoko ake. Ichi chaiva chiyeuchidzo chaMateu 6: 34, "Saka, usanetseka nezvemazuva, nekuti mangwana achazvidya mwoyo pamusoro payo. Zuva rega roga rine dambudziko rakakwana rayo "; uye Isaya 41: 10 (a), "Saka usatya, nokuti ndinewe; usatya, nekuti ndini Mwari wako.

Iyi inguva pfupi pfupi yeiyo odyssey yekurapa yandakapfuura. Asi, iyo chaiyo nyaya ndeyekuti Mwari ane ngoni nenyasha sei kwandiri kwandiri kuburikidza nechinhu chose. Ndakangotaura zvishamiso zvishoma zvandakasangana nazvo. Ndakadzokera kudare rebasketball dzimwe mbiri. Ndagutsikana, ndakarega basa. Ini ndakabva ndatanga kuchovha bhasikoro ndikakwikwidza kuUS Transplant Games muna Nyamavhuvhu 2010. Kwandiri izvi zvaive zadziso yaIsaya 40:31, “Asi avo vanovimba naIshe vanovandudza simba ravo, vachabhururuka segondo; vachamhanya vasinganeti, vachafamba vasingaziyi. ” Ndine chokwadi chekuti pane chikonzero chimwe chete nei zvese izvi zvakaitika kwandiri, uye zvinowanikwa munaJohani 9: 3, “asi izvi zvakaitika kuti mabasa aMwari aratidzwe maari.

Dear Soul,

Une chokwadi here kuti kana iwe ukafa nhasi, unenge uri pamberi paIshe kudenga? Rufu kumutendi inongova suo rinovhura muhupenyu husingaperi. Avo vanovata muna Jesu vachasanganiswa zvakare nevadiwa vavo kudenga.

Avo vawakaisa muguva vachichema; uchavasangana navo zvakare nemufaro! Haiwa, kuona kunyemwerera kwavo uye kunzwa kubata kwavo… kusazomboparadzana zvakare!

Asi, kana iwe usingatendi kunaIshe, uri kuenda kugehena. Iko hakuna inofadza nzira yekuzvitaura.

Rugwaro runoti, "Nokuti vose vakatadza, uye vanoperevedza kubwinya kwaMwari." ~ VaRoma 3: 23

Mweya, izvo zvinosanganisira iwe neni.

Kana chete tikaziva kuipa kwechivi chedu kuna Mwari uye kunzwa kusuwa kukuru mumwoyo yedu ndipo patinogona kutendeuka kubva kuchivi chataimboda togamuchira Ishe Jesu seMuponesi wedu.

... kuti Kristu akafira zvivi zvedu maererano neMagwaro, kuti akavigwa, kuti akamutswa pazuva rechitatu maererano neMagwaro. — 1 VaKorinte 15:3b-4

"Kana ukabvuma nemuromo wako kuti Ishe Jesu uye uchitenda mumoyo mako kuti Mwari akamumutsa kubva kuvakafa, iwe uchaponeswa." ~ Romans 10: 9

Usakarara kunze kwaJesu kusvikira iwe uchisimbiswa nenzvimbo yekudenga.

Nhasi, kana uchida kugamuchira chipo choupenyu husingaperi, chokutanga unofanira kutenda munaShe. Unofanirwa kukumbira zvitadzo zvako kuti uregererwe uye uise kuvimba kwako muna Ishe. Kuti uve mutendi kuna Ishe, kumbira hupenyu husingaperi. Pane imwe chete nzira yekudenga, uye iyo iri kuburikidza naIshe Jesu. Icho chirongwa chaMwari chinoshamisa cheruponeso.

Unogona kutanga hukama naye nekunamata zvichibva pamoyo wako, munamato wakaita seunotevera:

"O Mwari, ndiri mutadzi. Ndakanga ndiri mutadzi muupenyu hwangu hwose. Ndiregererei, Ishe. Ndinogamuchira Jesu saMuponesi wangu. Ndinovimba naye saShe wangu. Ndinokutendai nokundiponesa. Muzita raJesu, Ameni. "

Kana usati wambowana Ishe Jesu seMuponesi wako, asi wakamugamuchira Iye nhasi mushure mokuverenga kukoka uku, ndapota tiudzei.

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kutanga hupenyu hwako hutsva muna Kristu.