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Mama othandekayo
Ngokuhlwanje, ngelixa ufunda le leta, umama womntu, utata, udade, umntakwethu okanye umhlobo othandekayo uya kuthi gqi ngonaphakade kodwa ukuze ahlangane nesigqibo sakhe esihogweni. Khawufane ucinge xa ufumana ileta enje komnye wabathandekayo bakho.
Ibhalwe ngumfana kumama wakhe owoyika uThixo. Usweleke waya esihogweni… mayingathethwa ngawe!
Esesihogweni waphakamisa amehlo akhe, esisentlungwini, wabona uAbraham ekude, uLazaro esesifubeni sakhe. Samemeza sona sathi, Bawo, Abraham, ndenzele inceba, uthume uLazaro, ukuba athi nkxu incam yomnwe wakhe emanzini, aphozise ulwimi lwam; kuba ndiyathuthunjiswa kweli langatye. ULuka 16: 23-24
“Sathi, Ndiyakucela ngoko, bawo, ukuba umthume endlwini kabawo; kuba ndinabazalwana abahlanu; ukuze abanikele ubungqina, hleze nabo beze kule ndawo yentuthumbo. ” ~ ULuka 16: 27-28
Andikwazi nokulila ndicela uncedo…
Ndikubhalela ndiseyona ndawo yoyikekayo endakha ndayibona, kwaye yoyikeka ngakumbi kunokuba ungakhe ucinge.
KUMNYAMA apha, ngoko UMNYAMA ukuba andikwazi nokubona yonke imiphefumlo endisoloko ndigileka kuyo. Ndiyazi kuphela ukuba ngabantu abafana nam abavela kwi-SCREAMS egazini. Ilizwi lam liphelile ekumemezeni kwam njengoko ndibhala entlungwini nasekubandezelekeni. Andikwazi ukukhala ndicela uncedo kwakhona, kwaye akusasetyenziswanga, akukho mntu apha onemfesane ngayo yonke ingxaki yam.
IINTlungu kunye nokubandezeleka kule ndawo akunakunyamezeleka. Idla yonke into endiyicingayo, andinakukwazi ukuba kukho enye into endiza kuyifumana. Intlungu ibuhlungu kakhulu, ayide iyeke imini nobusuku. Ukujika kweentsuku akubonakali ngenxa yobumnyama. Into enokuba ayinanto ngaphandle kwemizuzu okanye imizuzwana ibonakala ngathi yiminyaka emininzi engapheliyo.
Andiboni ukuba ingxaki yam inokuba mbi ngakumbi kunale, kodwa ndihlala ndisoyika ukuba KUNGENZA nanini na. Umlomo wam womile, kwaye uya kuba njalo ngakumbi. Yomile kangangokuba ulwimi lwam lunamathele kuphahla lomlomo wam. Ndiyamkhumbula lo mshumayeli mdala esithi yiloo nto uYesu Kristu wanyamezelayo xa wayexhonywe kuloo mnqamlezo mdala.
Akukho nto ikhululekileyo, kungabikho nethontsi lamanzi ukupholisa ulwimi lwam oludumbileyo. Ukongeza ngakumbi usizi kule ndawo yokuhlushwa, ndiyazi ukuba kufanelekile ukuba ndilapha. Ndohlwaywa ngokufanelekileyo ngenxa yezenzo zam. Isohlwayo, iintlungu, ukubandezeleka akukho mbi ngaphezu kokuba kufanelekile, kodwa ukuvuma ukuba ngoku ngekhe kuphelise ukubandezeleka okutsha ngonaphakade emphefumlweni wam. Ndizithiyile ngokwenza izono ukuze ndifumane isiphelo esimanyumnyezi ngolu hlobo, ndiyamthiya usathana ondikhohlisileyo ukuze ndiphelele kule ndawo. Kwaye njengoko ndiyazi ukuba bubungendawo obungenakuthelekiswa nanto ukucinga into enjalo, ndiyamthiya uThixo othumele uNyana wakhe okuphela kwamzeleyo ukuba andisindise kule ntlungu.
Owu, ukuba bendimamele.
Ndikhohlakele ngakumbi kwaye ndonakele ngoku kunangaphambili. Owu, ukuba bendimamele.
Nakuphi na ukuthuthunjiswa emhlabeni kungangcono kunoko. Ukufa kabuhlungu kancinci ngumhlaza; Ukusweleka kwisakhiwo esivuthayo njengamaxhoba ohlaselo luka-9-11. Nokuba abethelelwe emnqamlezweni emva kokubethwa ngenceba njengoNyana kaThixo;
Kodwa ukukhetha ezi meko zam zangoku andinawo amandla. Andinalo olo khetho.
Ngoku ndiyaqonda ukuba le ntlungu nokubandezeleka yile nto uYesu andizalela yona. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba wabandezeleka, wopha kwaye wasweleka ehlawulela izono zam, kodwa ukubandezeleka kwakhe kwakungekho ngonaphakade. Emva kweentsuku ezintathu wavuka esoyisa ingcwaba. Owu, ndiyakholwa njalo, kodwa yeha, sekude kakhulu.
Njengoko ingoma endala yesimemo isithi ndikhumbula ukuva amaxesha amaninzi, ndingu "Ngenye imini mva kakhulu". SONKE singamakholwa kule ndawo yoyikekayo, kodwa ukholo lwethu alunanto.
Lihambile ixesha.
Akukho nto ikhululekileyo, kungabikho nethontsi lamanzi ukupholisa ulwimi lwam oludumbileyo. Ukongeza ngakumbi usizi kule ndawo yokuhlushwa, ndiyazi ukuba kufanelekile ukuba ndilapha.
Ndohlwaywa ngokufanelekileyo ngenxa yezenzo zam. Isohlwayo, iintlungu, ukubandezeleka akukho mbi ngaphezu kokuba kufanelekile, kodwa ukuvuma ukuba ngoku ngekhe kuphelise ukubandezeleka okutsha ngonaphakade emphefumlweni wam. Ndizithiyile ngokwenza izono ukuze ndifumane isiphelo esimanyumnyezi ngolu hlobo, ndiyamthiya usathana ondikhohlisileyo ukuze ndiphelele kule ndawo. Kwaye njengoko ndiyazi ukuba bubungendawo obungenakuthelekiswa nanto ukucinga into enjalo, ndiyamthiya uThixo othumele uNyana wakhe okuphela kwamzeleyo ukuba andisindise kule ntlungu.
Ucango luvaliwe. Umthi uwile, kwaye nantsi iya kulala. ESIHOGWENI. Ukulahleka ngonaphakade. Akukho Themba, Akukho Ntuthuzelo, Akukho Xolo, Akukho Vuyo.
NDIYAKHUMBULA.
Ndikhumbula laa mshumayeli mdala njengokuba wayefunda “Kwaye umsi wokuthuthunjiswa kwabo unyukela ngonaphakade kanaphakade: Kwaye abanakuphumla imini nobusuku” kwaye yeyona nto imbi ngale ndawo yoyikekayo.
NDIYAKHUMBULA.
Ndikhumbula iinkonzo zecawe. Ndikhumbula izimemo. Ndandihlala ndicinga ukuba banobuqhophololo, baziziyatha, abanamsebenzi. Kwakubonakala ngathi "ndinzima" kakhulu kwizinto ezinjalo. Ndiyibona yahlukile ngoku, Mama, kodwa utshintsho lwam lwentliziyo alunamsebenzi okwangoku.
Ndihleli njengomntu oyisidenge, ndenza njengendenge, ndafa njengesidenge, kwaye ngoku ndimele ndihlupheke intlungu kunye nentlungu yesidenge.
Owu, Mama,
Indlela endikhumbula ngayo kakhulu intuthuzelo yekhaya. Andisoze ndiphinde ndiyazi i-caress yakho yetreyini kuwo onke amabala am. Akusekho isidlo sakusasa esishushu okanye ukutya okuphekwe ekhaya. Andisayi kuphinda ndibuva ubushushu bendawo yomlilo ngobusuku obusika obusika.
Ngoku umlilo awugubungeli nje kuphela lo mzimba utshabalalayo uzele ziintlungu ezingenakuthelekiswa nanto, kodwa umlilo wengqumbo kaThixo uSomandla udla umntu ongaphakathi kwam unxunguphalo olungenakuchazwa ngokufanelekileyo kulo naluphi na ulwimi olufayo.
Ndinqwenela nje ukuhambahamba kumhlaba oluhlaza onentwasahlobo kwaye ndibukele iintyatyambo ezintle, ndiyeke ukuthatha ivumba lesiqholo sabo esimnandi.
Endaweni yoko ndiye ndarhoxa livumba elitshisayo lesalfure, nesalfure, kunye nobushushu obunamandla kangangokuba zonke ezinye izivamvo zisilela kum.
Owu, Mama,
njengokuba ndandikwishumi elivisayo ndandisoloko ndikuthiyile ukumamela ukungxola nokubhomboloza kweentsana ezisecaweni, nditsho nasekhaya. Ndacinga ukuba bayingxaki kum, ukucaphuka okunje.
Ndilangazelela njani ukubona okomzuzwana nje obunye bobuso buncinci obungenatyala. Kodwa azikho iintsana esihogweni, Mama. Akukho Bhayibhile esihogweni, mama othandekayo. Izibhalo kuphela ngaphakathi kweendonga ezitshisiweyo zabagwetyiweyo zezazo ezindlebeni zam iyure emva kweyure, umzuzu emva komzuzu osizi.
Abaniki ntuthuzelo nakanye, nangona kunjalo, kwaye bakhonza kuphela kundikhumbuza ngento ebendiyiyo isidenge.
Ukuba bekungekho ngamampunge omama wabo, ngekhe wonwabe kukwazi ukuba akukho ntlanganiso iphelayo yomthandazo apha esihogweni.
Ndicela nilumkise abantakwethu Mama.
Nokuba kwenzeka ntoni, akukho Moya oyiNgcwele ukuba usithethelele. Imithandazo ayinanto, kwaye ifile. Akukho nto bayenzayo ngaphandle kokukhalela inceba esaziyo ukuba soze iphendulwe.
Ndicela nilumkise abantakwethu Mama.
Ndingoyena mdala, kwaye ndacinga ukuba kufuneka "ndipholile". Nceda ubaxelele ukuba akukho mntu esihogweni opholileyo. Nceda ulumkise bonke abahlobo bam, kwaneentshaba zam, hleze beze kule ndawo yentuthumbo. Ikhohlakele ngoluhlobo le ndawo, Mama, ndiyabona ukuba ayisiyiyo indawo yam yokugqibela le.
Njengokuba uSathana esihleka sonke apha, nanjengoko izihlwele zithe gqolo zisithelela kwesi sidlo senkxwaleko, sihlala sikhunjuzwa ukuba ngenye imini kwixesha elizayo, sonke siza kubizelwa umntu ngamnye ukuba sivele phambi kwesihlalo sobukhosi sikaThixo uSomandla.
UThixo uyakusibonisa ikamva lethu elingunaphakade elibhalwe kwiincwadi ecaleni kwayo yonke imisebenzi yethu engendawo.
Asiyi kuba nako ukuziphendulela, akukho sizathu, kwaye akukho nto siyithethayo ngaphandle kokuvuma ubulungisa bokugwetywa kwethu phambi kwejaji ephezulu yomhlaba wonke.
Ngaphambi nje kokuba siphoswe kwindawo yethu yokugqibela yokuhlushwa, iLake yoMlilo, kuya kufuneka sijonge ebusweni balowo wavuma ukubandezeleka esihogweni ukuze sihlangulwe kubo.
Njengoko simi apho ebusweni bakhe obungcwele ukuva ukubhengezwa kogwebo lwethu, uya kuba lapho uMama ukuze akubone konke.
Nceda ndixolele ngokuxhoma intloko yam ngeentloni, njengoko ndiyazi ukuba andiyi kukwazi ukuthwala ubuso bakho. Uya kuvele uhambelane nomfanekiso woMsindisi, kwaye ndiyazi ukuba kuya kuba ngaphezu kwam.
Ndingathanda ukushiya le ndawo ndikujoyine kunye nabanye abaninzi endibaziyo ngeminyaka yam embalwa emhlabeni.
Kodwa ndiyazi ukuba oko ngekhe kwenzeke.
Kuba ndiyazi ukuba andinakuze ndiphuncuke kwintlungu yabo bagwetyelweyo, nditsho ngezinyembezana, ndinosizi kunye nokuphelelwa lithemba okunzulu okungenakuze kuchazwe ngokupheleleyo, andifuni kuphinda ndibone namnye kuni.
Nceda ungaze undijoyine apha.
Ngobunzima obungunaphakade,
Unyana / intombi yakho,
Ugwetywe Walahleka Ngonaphakade
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